Saturday 27th Dec
The worse pain day in my whole day, ended with that I passed out.
Today was one of my boring days. I sat in my room doing nothing, the only thing I did were to watch a movie and write the diaries that I didn’t have the time to write it before so I did it today instead.
The most terrible thing that happened today for me started at 15.00 when I asked kun mae if we could go to the hospital because I started to get a terrible urininfecktion that really was killing me. My mom told me that we could but after some minutes she changed her mind and told me that we are going tomorrow instead. But in real I really really reeeally needed to go because it wasn’t a joke about that it hurted.
The pain grew bigger and bigger as the clock ticked and soon it was so strong that I started to cry so much, my body started to shake and I told kun mae once more that it was serious now and I really needed to go to the hospital, but then she took me on the moped and we went to a clinic instead. In the clinic did I have to give a urintest and after I left it did I have to run back to the toilet because it hurted so much to be standing so during the time I had to wait for the answer if it was urininfection or no spended I my time inside the toilet and refused to go away from there. Every time I stood up was it like someone would come with a knife and cutted me down there or something in that style, it’s like a feeling I can’t really explain.
I had this pain for the whole night, I tried to ignore it and think about something else while I lied down in my bed but it didn’t work and it didn’t want to disappear. The pain grew even more and at the end I passed out around 22.00. I had this pain for over 6 hours.
